i is shaved <3




:D

i look stoned in these.......
( FACE. )

The Rainbow Resource Centre is a not-for-profit community organization that provides support and resources to the gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender and two-spirit communities of Manitoba and North Western Ontario.

I recently finished this poster advertising the ' Young and Proud ' and ' Peer Project for Youth ' programs Winnipeg's Rainbow Resource Center provides to youth. It was a free of charge promotional peice. Lots of time and energy was spent making this. It is one of a three series poster.

The posters will be accepted by the Manitoba School Board, then going to be printing at least 1600 and sent to every school in Manitoba. I am extemely excited about this, and hopefully I will be able to produce more in the future. :D

shiz. it's been a long ass muchafuckin time. :)

yeah computer is still broke. My dad wont get off his ass to fix it so ive been spending all this time at my girlfriend's. A hell of a lot has happend since May 15th. I should have kept updated.  So seeing as lists are my favourite thing in the word i will make a point formed list, and if there is any further info you'd like to know about say point, just ask :)

Things that recently happend:
•fell completely in love
•spiked my sex drive to uter heights from the amount of sex ive been having
•took falen's pride fest virginity
•started writing in a journal everyday
•realised my head is a ticking timb bomb
•got a promise ring, followed by a proposal
•figured out i am still in love with amanda and falen can see it
•falen is moving out, with my eventually moving with her
•having health problems out the cooch. havnt told parent's yet.
•burned everything my ex ever gave me
•having a lot of trouble getting drunk recently
•did my first real life role play in bed....it was interesting
•got my hair done again
•stabed myself with an exacto knife
•went through a few drug scares
•went to falen's grad....wearing a dress, pearls and my hair curled...
•after grad became very unhappy, everything was changing and i hated it
•went on a vacation to the cabin after a 6+ hour talk with my girlfriend after she lied to me twice about coke.
•been sick for two weeks
•still not sure how i feel about phone sex
•took another bottle of cough syrup (got really fucked up and possibly burned my stomach lineing and lungs from all the menthol)
•figured out i have substance abuse problems
•figured out why i do drugs
•realised the words 'I'm fine' doesnt work anymore
•told falen everything ive never told anyone

Ive been applying like mad for jobs because if im moving out i need money....i have to help falen with rent and or food. I hope someone will hire me. :D


here are some pictures of the recent me :) 


Indian warrior make-up (amanda just looks like a puppy.)

( I am cheif Listerine  )

yay.
badou is finally an actual in progress cosplay now.

need.
contacts.
eyepatch.
blue jumpsuit.
2 guns from gags.
pleather to make the holster.
black shoes.
real smokes.

im not too sure what to do about my nose ring for the cosplay...i cant take it out by myself.
as for the wig. I am pretty sure i am going to put it up like in these pictures. it looks way to girly if its down. I dunno still i have to think about it.



( eyepatch. )

ive got 4 months to get in shape and get this cosplay done.

Chubacca is coming to winnipeg yo! october for comic-con!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH I AM SO THERE. YAY.

I just finished yesterday on the "Less Than Kind" series. It was a lot of fun on set. I met a lot of awesome people. They casted me as the frisky lesbian though i didnt get to play it that much they more stuck me with a guy name Alex, who had a mohawk. and we became the chill, aviador wearing punk couple....kay. sure. Im getting paid 10.25 an hour and 15.30 after 9 hours. Im good going straight for a few hours haha. I wish we were aloud cameras on set i would have taken picture with the friends i met.
I also got to see my first man bit. It was ..yeah. We did a scene where they were filming a math class and a character danny comes to class naked. pure naked. all that was covering him was a nylon sock which was see through....yyyyyyyyyay... 

So yeah i will be in a bunch of episodes for that local tv series. :) they had to tone my woredrobe down because of how much my hair stuck out. it being blue they were like..kay no colours for you. you have enough colours. Two 14 hour days were so worth it.

i gotta get on my cosplay shit for july with this check.

awh. i was going through a bunch of old pictures. :( 
i cant say i wish i didnt have this again...as shitty of a place i was in back then. it was normal. i miss normalsy. a lot.



( the past. to be remembered. )
i had some of my best memories in these pictures.

Friends only.
: )